I'm not good at finding titles for these, probably because I don't really have a targeted audience.  I can see that people occasionally wander through.  There aren't any footprints in the cyberdust so I'm guessing it's someone I gave the URL to - one of my technosavy friends checked and I'm pretty well hidden from the world here.  Which I like.

     Again, I should be sleeping.  Tonight I'm using the time change as an excuse.  That, and I was up way too late last night.  I got up around 11:00, which my body and internal time clock still think is 10:00 AM, so I "should" be ready to sleep....I probably could go to sleep.  I'm not sure why something in me is fighting it.  Because I know that when I get up I have to go to work, and that work is turning into a targeted hell again?  Or is it because of something else?  Good pondering fonder, but I really don't want to ponder now, as that will really just keep me awake.

     I'm so grateful I  have my cats.  They WANT to be around me, no matter what.  I can go stand in the kitchen just to get water, and Wallace is off the couch and right at my feet.  If I'm there long enough to do dishes, and Gromit will wander in too.  If I sit on the couch for more than a couple of minutes, both of them are right next to me.  They do want attention sometimes, of course they do.  I want to pay attention to them too.  But they don't demand it when they follow me around.  Work would be better if I could take my couch and cats with me.

     April 3rd is really much to long of a wait.  Since I haven't been called I'm going with the premise that nothing is going to explode in my head.  I still don't want to wait.....I don't want another "The test is normal." answer.  Normal is good, but it means that once again, there's no idea what's going on.  Removing the meds hasn't changed the symptoms.  They were on the bottom end of the cycle when I went off of them so they're not bad right now, but they're still here.  Ah well.  Like Nancy said, whatever it is, if it's killing me, it's doing it really really slowly.